Monday, October 8, 2012

Mother's Guilt

Recently I have been having mother's guilt. Am I the only one feeling this way?

Here is what I'm feeling guilty about:

-not spending more time with my kids

-getting aggregated when I get home and still have to do homework with my oldest. And let me tell you, doing homework or helping someone do homework is something i've enjoyed my whole life.

-wanting just 5 minutes just for myself.
And when I'm by myself for 2 minutes I feel guilty that not spending time with my kids.

-missing them more and more throughout the day. I just do, my heart breaks knowing that I'm not with them.

-comes the weekend and the kids want to do kids stuff and I have million things to do. So not fair...

-when I have to say no when they want to do something fun.

-the list could go on and on, but the only thing that I know is that life isn't fair. Missing your kids important things in life just isn't right. Period.

I love my kids more than anything in life...